just another stranger

Rings like a bell

2012-02-08T01:40:00.002+08:00

'Relationships fall and whither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn't feel the same. The first couple of months or even years it may be the best thing you ever wished for, but eventually someone loses feelings, gets to busy, or doesn't even bother to try. You know why? Because they're comfortable. The beginning is all about the chase. Can you keep up? If you can then you'll get

We don't live just for a day of romance

2012-02-05T19:31:00.001+08:00

I don't believe in valentine's day. I don't believe you need a reason or event to have romance or do things out of the ordinary for someone. At the same time, I don't think it should be the only day that one should make an effort to spend time together.

Fight or flight

2012-02-04T04:50:00.002+08:00

Fear of making this mistake. But sometimes the best thing may be to have the courage to walk away.

11/12

2012-02-01T11:32:00.000+08:00

January was pure rubbish. What a waste of 1/12 months, 31/365 days. Time for change. Time to make February the way I want it. No more wasting the rest of 11/12 months on unimportant things.

2012-02-01T03:33:00.001+08:00

The way I see it, our lives will always be a X, not a Y.

2012-01-31T03:37:00.001+08:00

Never let someone be your priority when you're only an option to them.Never again.

Treats for the eye

2012-01-21T02:03:00.003+08:00

Two videos that really blew my mind away. Enjoy!

What a whirlwind of a year

2011-12-15T08:48:00.007+08:00

Okay, okay, okay. I know New Year's was 12 days ago, but there are 12 days of New Year's in my world (even if it were just invented 5 seconds ago). Even so, I think it's never too late to reflect on the year that just passed, and a blog entry is better than none! And, to be fair to me, I had this blog entry in draft form for a while already. so here goes. 2011, hands down, has been the best year

I will remember your face

2011-11-12T06:30:00.003+08:00

I don't think I've ever seen a music video I liked more. It's been a long time. Too many thoughts to possibly write down in an instant. I will be back soon (hopefully with some pictures)But life is good - and there are so many things to be thankful for each day :)

2011-08-10T05:04:00.003+08:00

把手放了　我也許會比較快樂我也許會換個情人　我也許不會再撐真的夠了　能不能讓雨別再下了能不能讓心別再疼了　能不能不要開燈我們的愛跟著你寫的劇本　出現了越來越多的角色我是你什麼人　如果不是情人是不是不要再浪費我的人生你比我更清楚你對我多好　多溫柔　多認真　不構成愛我的資格除非你只看著我　想著我　只有我　愛本來就該獨一無二為你傷心多一點　少一點　流下的眼淚都一樣不值得世界上那麼多人　只有我一個人能拯救自己的快樂　不要再為你哭了

If you want more love, why didn't you say so?

2011-08-09T23:35:00.004+08:00

I did. But nothing good came out of it.

MOVE

2011-08-07T20:58:00.003+08:00

this is how i want my life to be - ever changing.guess i'm not one to be tied down.in other news, i hate being a girl.

Insomnia,

2011-08-06T04:14:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU. When I cannot sleep, I listen to Frank Sinatra's Christmas album (best thing ever). Tonight, I have listened to the entire FREAKING TWICE already. Stupid iPhone app that supposedly uses soothing sounds to coax you to sleep doesn't work either. Liar. Oh sleep. Why have you eluded me so. Too many things on my mind. I need to clear it. Maybe I should watch a 50's movie under my fairy

Cried like a baby

2011-07-30T04:06:00.003+08:00

2011-07-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

best day ever <3

2011-07-04T15:02:00.000+08:00

A single lie discovered is enough to create contagious doubt over every other truth expressed.

OTH: This Is My House, This Is My Home

2011-06-29T02:09:00.001+08:00

You know, I do believe in magic. I was born and raised in a magic time, in a magic town, among magicians. Oh, most everybody else didn’t realize we lived in that web of magic, connected by silver filaments of chance and circumstance. But I knew it all along. When I was twelve years old, the world was my magic lantern, and by its green spirit glow I saw the past, the present and into the future.

2011-06-27T15:14:00.003+08:00

if only everyday could be this bright and cheery.

Attn: chimichelle

2011-06-24T00:49:00.001+08:00

this is to make sure you don't regress towards hating kids all over again!

between the lines

2011-06-24T00:45:00.001+08:00

too latetwo choicesto stay or to leaveit sounds so much better when heard.i wonder why i ever stopped listening to music while on the way to anywhere.it saved me tonight.

happythankyoumoreplease

2011-06-14T17:18:00.002+08:00

with gratitude, the universe is eternally abundant.

This is for you, chimichelle

2011-04-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

who says babies aren't cute! (:

Swirly

2011-04-03T20:04:00.004+08:00

what a perfect photograph.

Music from OTH

2011-03-16T00:26:00.001+08:00

Dazzling December!

2010-12-26T03:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO!i am once again back from a long long hiatus. back and more alive (: good news/life so far:- am done with a horrid sem and got away with it doing fairly decent (and a huge improvement)!- some dance classes at o school!- 6th month ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ - harry potter 1 - 6 movie marathon at my place with awesome beekers (:- a trip to europe and a back. amsterdam, venice, rome. cold cold cold fun fun

je suis fatigue, j'ai besoin de rester

2010-10-27T20:26:00.007+08:00

hello world. i have come back from the world of no-life. life in that world is terrible. the past few weeks have been crazy - tests galore and stupidly packed hall calendar and organising a concert and applying for the very unlikely SEP. i think i just survived the worst time in uni i've had so far and i never wanna relive it, although something tells me that next sem, i am gonna go through the

New favourite song

2010-09-05T22:23:00.004+08:00

Emotive unstable you're like an unwinding cable car.Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we areGo your own way even seasons have changedJust burn those new leaves overSo self-absorbed, you've seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come aboutThis is the correlation of salvation and loveDon't drop your armsI'll guard your heartWith quiet words I'll lead you inLa, la,

2010-07-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

It’s funny how people mark their lives, the benchmarks they choose to decide when a moment is more of a moment than any other. For life is made of them. I like to think the best ones of all are in my mind, that they run through my blood in their own memory bank for no one else but me to see.- Joyce, Thanks for the Memories (Cecelia Ahern)

Wall E ♥ Eva

2010-07-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

Hotel-Home

2010-07-11T01:46:00.004+08:00

sadly, my home at countryside has become more like a hotel right now. although it is doubtlessly the most comfy place on earth, it is becoming more and more foreign to me. i probably have only spent 20% of my time since exams ended here at home. and things will only get worse since rag is gonna get busier and i will be moving back to hall when term starts.note to self: MUST spend weekends at home

Nothing to cure your tired soul like summer

2010-05-21T20:42:00.011+08:00

hello world (:it's time for another once-a-month update on shan's life! ready?since i last left off, there was DANCE UNCENSORED, a wickedly awesome experience i wouldn't trade for anything else. apart from the fact that i think i didn't dance very well and my ankle wasn't being very kind to me, everything was just great! something quite memorable was that we had this surprise flower-giving thing

Breather

2010-04-03T21:45:00.014+08:00

my poor blog has once again experienced neglect. well no worries blog, I AM BACK!i actually have loads of work to do etc etc but i just don't feel like doing any and i'm having a headache. so here i am!let's rewind to... xinrong's birthday!a bunch of us decided we'll give her this mega surprise by decorating her room while she was in hall but not exactly in her room. in other words, she saw her

2010-03-10T18:41:00.002+08:00

i want to take better photographs.i need to.

Charcoal Chewng

2010-02-20T15:04:00.003+08:00

still the cutest thing ever... even though you are barking non-stop at all the visitors in the house.

D is for dupercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

2010-01-08T23:09:00.016+08:00

i think this is the longest break from blogging i had, almost 2 months. it was a rollercoaster two months though, with all the frustration from school and exams and then to a marvelous December break.first up for December was the family trip to hongkong! this time i finally went to ocean park. yay! i met up with jump and her mom and sis who were there for holiday too, and we went to ocean park

December, come quick

2009-11-14T21:38:00.006+08:00

Have two projs left, and 6 exams to get through before freedom comes. Can't see the end of november and all this madness, really. The date seems close but it feels further than anything. I have to stop sleeping so late in the night and sleeping so much in the day (in the rare times when there is actually the day to sleep away). I already do not see my cap being anything above a 3.5 (can i even

can't help falling in love with you

2009-10-16T04:13:00.004+08:00

I LOVE STITCH, no matter how ugly crab or jawi thinks he is (: i want more stitches!

CLASS 3

2009-09-25T00:35:00.009+08:00

HAH.HAHAHAHAH.(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

Recess

2009-09-18T23:47:00.009+08:00

Its finally recess week zomg YES! Although I still can't quite decide if it coming so soon is a good or bad thing. Good cos it only means that school will end sooner, and cos I need a break and time to catch up on my work. Bad because OH MY GOSH WHAT?!?! IT'S HERE ALREADY? WHERE DID MY FIVE WEEKS GO?!?!?!?!The past week was not too bad though! For my birthday, I had lunch with crab and we

Is it holiday yet?

2009-09-02T00:29:00.005+08:00

About 4 weeks of school have passed so far. Verdict: I HATE SCHOOL. Am now stuck thinking 'how in the world did all those many, many people survive through uni', when I'm only at my 4th week and already lost/lagging/sleep-deprived. Is it hall? I seriously doubt so. Maybe I am just not a good student and cannot juggle 5 modules + Japanese classes. Need some powerful superhero/multi-tasking skills

ENFJ

2009-08-19T01:44:00.003+08:00

I scored as an ENFJ in the Myers-Briggs Personality Test:ENFJ (Extraversion, iNtuition, Feeling, Judgment)You are warm, empathetic, responsive, and responsible. You are highly attuned to the emotions, needs, and motivations of others. You find potential in everyone, and want to help others fulfill their potential. You may act as a catalyst for individual and group growth. You are loyal, and are

Taiwan

2009-07-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

DAY 1we got to the airport around 10 to take the noon flight up to taiwan. it was my first time going inside terminal 3 and must say, it's a very pretty terminal. had some good brunch before boarding the plane - smoke salmon croissant! (:after we landed we headed straight to Beitou to check into spring city hot spring resort. its a nice quiet hotel on a hill with a hot spring facility and hot

pet peeves

2009-07-09T23:00:00.003+08:00

in increasing annoyance-factor,5) people who don't recycle4) people who don't switch their lights off even though they know it wont be used for a very long time3) people who don't feel bad about not recycling or switching the lights off2) people who chant their mantra of 'it's no use if only a few people recycle!' fyi, its exactly because of people like you, that's why only a few people recycle1)

(not really) home sweet home

2009-06-17T23:40:00.003+08:00

have i mentioned that i absolutely hate unpacking after a holiday?well i do. especially this trip since i seem to have bought a hell lot of things (didn't feel like a lot when i was at the buying phase) and have no space in my puny room to store them all. wait till the new clothes come back from the laundry - i'm gonna have another problem all together.it was an awesome trip though! the weather

Mood: Nothing to complain about

2009-05-29T20:10:00.002+08:00

reaching home before the sun goes down is the most (: (: (: (: feeling ever. seriously. we should totally have more 'eat with your family days'!am somehow in a i-cant-wait-for-uni-it'll-be-so-much-fun yet oh-no-there-goes-the-only-real-holiday-in-my-life state. i hate studying, am not made for studying, and hence uni intimidates me T.T right now i am just hoping that if i do stay at hall, i will

Heady

2009-05-10T02:38:00.005+08:00

Speak slowly, I can't hear youMy mind keeps spinning closer and closer to the rain on the roof,And the rain in my headif every doubt can be sucked into a black hole, never to reappear, i'd be a very happy person.

It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing

2009-05-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

watched Shall We Dance for the first time. enjoyed it much, everything about it, despite it being quite an old film. thought the ending was just perfect, and probably one of the most awwwww scenes i've ever watched.dance is to me, the most beautiful form of art, because it shows the incredible things that can be done with the human body. it needs no instrument, no brush, no paper. it can also be

Questions I have no answers to

2009-04-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

think getting rejected is better than getting accepted and not being able to go. how now, brown cow? need to be rich.apart from that, driving has been fun! but i have a thing for making the car stall and accidentally turning on the wipers. need to grow out of that.and, another bracket of mine has come off, so now i have two detached brackets. dont think i've ever gone to the dentist with all my

Send me a telecar full of candy

2009-04-19T00:45:00.007+08:00

have officially claimed a seat on my mentor's desk. and discovered that there is a telecar system at the office. with a station just 5 metres away from my desk. oh dear i've been there what, 5 weeks and only just discovered it. sigh. but it is super cool! if i could use it, or i would be sending sos messages up to my mentor every 5 mins!work's getting interesting. then again, mayyyybe not. the

sitting, waiting, wishing. and more.

2009-03-20T21:48:00.004+08:00

rewind: A levels, not fantastic, but not too bad and satisfactory. and i'm definitely going to be a uni student, which i guess is what's most impt now, right?am thinking that NUS is actually quite cool, and seriously considering hall if i study there. oh and! I PASSED MY FTT WOOT. now, i just have to start my driving lessons.the past week has been: work, jap twice a week, ballet once a week.

dance, dance

2009-02-27T00:41:00.000+08:00

PLEASE DONT KILL ME HUANG JUNPING

25 Things About Myself

2009-02-09T03:01:00.002+08:00

1) I like my egg yokes runny.2) As of now yellow is my favourite colour!3) I think I am very un-girlish, but I somehow like to do my nails. Which are yellow now.4) I fall asleep anywhere. Especially on moving objects like planes and cars and buses. This is an awesome trait to have for long busrides, which gets me home the past 4 years.5) I’m an owl. If left on my own with nothing needing me to

You can never spend too much time with people you love

2009-02-08T00:21:00.011+08:00

these past few weeks have just basically been a lot of food. with cny and meetups with friends. cny was nothing particularly good or bad, since every year i have a routine during cny and this year its the same. but the best bit about cny is definitely having my cousins from msia over! (: i took out my instax to use, but somehow managed to screw up the lighting with some. but there were some good

Owl moments

2009-01-22T02:57:00.005+08:00

after putting it off for so long, i've at last uploaded all my pictures from many sources into my shutterfly! and its a lot, seriously, from bintan to prom to sentosa. in total i've added about 8 albums !! !! !! this is what i do with my time now that i have a lot of it.so if you have time too, go check it out k! ---> shoeboxofphotographs <---and if you want the original files of any of the

Ear to ear

2009-01-13T20:05:00.004+08:00

i'm so happy today. probably because:- i have uploaded all the pictures from my 450D into my thumbdrive and installed the software that comes with it. yay yay yay so people who are in my camera you'll get your pictures soon! (:- i went back to tj and had a great time. it feels different, really. syntactic was cool HAHA i always kenna the super long synthesis but it still is fun. its the first

The noise of the world is getting me caught up

2009-01-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

everytime i lay awake at night. i think - when im tossing here, frantic to try to fall asleep, people are sound asleep. and what's the rest of the world doing? its 3 am over here. somewhere out there, someone is just waking up. brushing teeth, eating breakfast. someone is annoyed at the crowd on the morning train. someone is filming the movie we'll see on the big screen 6 months later. someone is

Keeeute!

2009-01-01T02:32:00.005+08:00

i have decided to collect be@rbricks. ok i know i am like, super slow and this is so many-years-ago. but i was at action city, paying for a sotong plushie, when i saw the series 17 be@rbricks at the counter. spontaneously, i grabbed one box, flipped it over, saw one that i really wanted, and so decided to try my luck. this is what i got:the flag be@rbrick, cos its colours follow the russian flag.

All over again

2009-01-01T01:43:00.002+08:00

it is a new year. and i think it'll be an awesome one! (: (: why? cos there's only less than 4 months of sch in 2009! coolness.what i need to do for the new year:- find film for my instax mini! (yes oli after reading your post on polaroids i realised i have an instax mini, but no film. and so i wanna look for them)- explore my 450D (: (:- remember to go for ballet class every week, and finally

I've changed my mind

2008-12-26T04:11:00.002+08:00

just heard this song on a competition show. have changed my mind about it - i always thought i dont like this song much. it never really got me all crazy about it, although it was very popular. and it didnt even get stuck in my head, and people who know me know how easily songs get stuck in my head (which is followed by a really, really horrible version of my own).but tonight (morning, really)

Say no evil

2008-12-22T00:48:00.005+08:00

y'know what? i really hate it when adults say this to me when i say i wanna be a police, or study criminology: "you must have watched too much csi!". and they think they are total geniuses (does this word exist?) when they make that cool inference.uh, firstly, what's in CSI is forensic science, and it is completely, completely different from criminology. world's apart, infact. one's science and

No surprises

2008-12-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT I JUST BROKE MY FREAKING NAIL. damn.

Just about the…

2008-12-12T00:16:00.009+08:00

Greatest month of my life.Yep, think it is. Oh, I so love no school. Yes I do. Have been perpetually on the couch, or in front of the comp, if I'm not out having fun. Anyway, updates!This is the class during farewell day. Took me long, but here it is!Ok, obviously A's were over. My blog is probably the last blog in the whole of SG to find that out. HAH. Anyways, after that is when the fun

Holding out...

2008-11-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

one week is finally bloody over. i think i kinda died la but at least i'll only see my coffin in feb or march. the worst week of my schedule is over, although i have yet to sit for a single cse paper, which would be... scary, i think. given all its unpredictability (no past year a levels, no specimen papers, NOTHING). anything can come out. which aint good cos ahem, i really am not very good with

6 x 3/ 2 x 9/ 4 x 5 - 2/ 8 x 2 + 2 ......

2008-11-02T16:36:00.003+08:00

eck. eck eck.tomorrow, it all begins. but i seem to be thinking more of freedom in 18 days. not good. seriously. i spend too much time thinking of what to do after everything is over, than studying and preparing. ah well. may the force be with me. will be back in 18 days!yikes. here goes............

Shocker

2008-10-07T17:04:00.002+08:00

okay.... i think nothing can be too impossible in this world. seriously. and i think, that's not such a good thing all the time. this must have been one of the most jaw-dropping moment in my life. i wish i didnt have to hear it.you guys probably dont know what i'm talking about, but it just isnt possible to put it up here. if you know me, you could ask me and i would tell you. if you want your

Weekends make life worthwhile

2008-09-22T19:46:00.010+08:00

i guess right now i'm doing a blog-once-a-month thing. which aint too bad, honestly, given how boring my life really is.but anyhow, august and september turned out to be quite exciting! since my previous post, i have fallen in love with yet another athlete. anna bessonova from ukraine, for rhythmic gymnastics! oh, the olympics rock. i recorded like, over 10 events and they are just waiting,

the sports fan in me

2008-08-18T00:24:00.006+08:00

i never thought this would happen, but omg i'm crazy over the olympics. more specifically gymnastics, diving and swimming. i've been recording those events religiously man. my favourite athelete? kohei uchimura!the japanese all-round gymnast. he completely bombed on the horse, which was his second apparatus, but still fought on and maintained a high standard for the rest! and won silver (: plus

2008-08-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

Nobel Prize in Chemistry, awarded to Miss Chewng for discovering a new compound, Cl(0H)2.Brilliant. I am so gonna get an 'A' for chem at the A levels.

finally, we reach the end of it all

2008-08-05T22:19:00.010+08:00

omg i havent blogged in like ages... and i have no idea why im doing this now. but ah well.this is from super long ago, but i'm still gonna put them up!23rd May 2008:HC investiture!15th!16th!all of us (:HAHA.bryan and his birthday cake.it's so easy to tempt oli.our successor (who's awfully good at camwhoring)treasurers and secretaries.reading that horrendous report on sports day.this. is. a.

2008-07-01T22:12:00.009+08:00

hey!i've been meaning to post since a long while back. but, cos of jcts, i decided that posting will only make me feel worse about not studying. okay, so first up is cheer outing, which was on 4th of june. we went to mind's cafe, which turned out to be a really good choice cos we could be our noisy self without being afraid of angry aunties or whatsoever. plus, the games were fun and hilarous (:

we belong to yellow

2008-05-30T23:25:00.008+08:00

wed was handover + lunch treat from ms lim + ikea + JTS! it was good lah, a great way to end my term (: (: pictures!my favourites in 15th gamma!15th Gamma HC with our tutors (:sharmaine dear.oli oli decor capt oli olitook this pretty pretty shot!kelmen's octi wanted by us.decor captains and cheer captain of 15th, with our successors, the decor-cheer captains of the 16th! (: (: (: oh, and happy

pendulum

2008-05-25T15:50:00.005+08:00

it seems like emotions swing me both ways these few weeks. i've tons of reasons to be glad, but then i can never be fully happy cos something will get in the way.friday was good cos:- HC term is over- MARDI GRAS- end of term 2!friday was bad cos:- HC term is over (and i've some regrets)- i didnt bring a cam to mardi gras, and i wasnt in a good mood even before it started- i made the single

2008-05-18T23:34:00.005+08:00

hey.HC camp was good for me. reasons not disclosed. but the awful bit was that my elbow stopped me from doing pt with them, and i feel so bad that i'm not doing it while everyone else is. grrr. my hc term is almost over, which means i'll be far less busy. and i'll have to really sit down and study. and it also means that............on another note, arm out of sling! but still hurts shit

2008-05-13T23:09:00.001+08:00

hey.mark of a bad week: arm in sling, h3 exam, chem spa.but but but, it just means i'll be free from damn linear transformations and rank and nullity and basis and dimension for all my life soon. (: (: (:HC camp on friday, hope its a good one. ******!off to drown myself in dumb vectors and matrices o.0

2008-05-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

hey.OMG ONE TREE HILL SEASON 5 IS OUT.(: (: (: (: (: (: i want the DVD! and i just realised i have yet to fix my bracket which dropped off. it is now happily sitting on my table and not doing its job of tugging at the teeth.OMG OMG ONE TREE HILL! i hope nathan and haley are still together.ciao!

2008-05-03T00:07:00.010+08:00

hey.oh man, it was just last week that cheer ended and we went for our dinner. omg omg omg WITHDRAWAL! i think the video is sick of me playing it over and over again :xbut ah well, pictures! right after our routine. very high then, couldnt stop bouncing. (:HAPPY HAPPY GAMMANIANS. CLEAN SWEEP! oh man sweep reminds me of 5, 6, 7, 8 SWEEP!two of my favourite girls (: (: (: LOVE LOVE!no jovian no

2008-04-26T21:34:00.005+08:00

hey!GAMMA GAMMA GAMMA GAMMA GAMMA! (:champions for: girls boys cheer OVERALL.friday was OUR day, and 2008 is GAMMA's year.and omg omg omg we totally rocked cheer! all the hard work, (: (: (: (: (:it wasnt just the great routine, stunts and choreo. it was the fact that we all owned the routine. the joy and familiarity we felt doing it shows through. i heard from mag that everyone was smiling very

2008-04-11T22:41:00.007+08:00

hey. this is so long overdue, but ah well it's never too late!so anyway, i wanted to blog bout reverie since so long ago. it was good, and of cos michelle, main lead of the concert for me, was awesome. just shows that even clumsy ppl can dance! so, i should be no different, eh?after the concert we were all waiting for her to come out. and i took this photo of the century. the pretty flowers we

2008-03-07T00:18:00.005+08:00

hey.omigosh its friday already! i just have to survive till 630 and i'll be freeee! free to not go to sch and catch up with the work im so terribly lagging behind. esp freaking numbers and matrices.every week, especially tuesdays and fridays, i wonder why the bloody hell i took up H3. i must have thought too highly of myself, that i can cope and all. but no, turns out im too stupid for it. i

2008-02-13T23:23:00.001+08:00

and those words.i wish someone said them to me.

2008-02-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

roadrun was a shocker, no?GAMMA ROCKS! (: and i've lost weight. at chinese new year. figure that out.

2008-02-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

hello! let me introduce my new craze (:the photos don't do him justice (for one thing, it isn't singing), but still, *grins stupidly to myself*:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

2008-02-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

i never thought i'd be so affected by it. but i am.and so now we must all put in our best. or we arent worthy of our place.

2008-01-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

if only there was someone to motivate me. its what i really need to get through this trying year.perhaps all i need is myself. but i'm not enough - i'm too disappointing.

2008-01-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

i've never tried it before, and so i thought, 'what's life without doing it once?'but now i've done it, i say never again.guilty, because i've betrayed their trust in me.

2008-01-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

PANTHERA! (:CHAMPIONS ONCE AGAIN!seriously, i cant describe how i felt last night.OG 3! the most awesome OG ever! love them for responding to me when i lead cheers (:(: (: (: (: (: x 10000

2007-12-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

hohoho, MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:woohoo it seems i've opted for the blog-once-a-month thing. heh heh. i wont close the blog, but i guess i'll just blog once a month now. next year is a busy year!let's see...first up: internship at wildrice. it sucked, and isnt to my liking. so i'm never going into theatre, nor office work. i wish i saved myself those three weeks of time.second: holiday at hk and macau.

2007-11-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

hey.i'm considering closing this place down, since i dont even update every 2 months. whatdya think?PW IS SO OVER! hah! no more pw ever again! i do hope they dont make us do some lame survey.after op, we had this major bonding session with lunch and pool and dinner and karaoke. turned out to be pretty awesome (: if anything, the class girls are pretty good at having fun (:ooh, i watched this

2007-09-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

hey!freedom, that's the only word that's important now! (:am gonna play like siao till next year. yesh yesh yesh. but that means spending alot of money :x (which i already have, on tickets and stuff).ah well. you're only free from promos at the jc1 level once! (i hope!)weekend in kl was therapeutic. (:off to clear my emails, ciao!

2007-08-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

hey. alright the last time i was here was eons ago, but i was too lazy!anyhow, my house is in a mess right now. here's the wreck i've been living in:of cos, it isnt half as bad now. probably halfway to completion? can't wait for it to end! so i no longer have to live with the fridge, dining table, microwave, rice cooker and everything else related to the kitchen in my dining room.this was a

2007-07-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey.i screwed my jcts up real bad. but i deserve it luh. never study hard. play play play. i think my results not bad liao. I WILL WORK HARDER, YES I WILL!one of the highlights of the past few weeks was probably shopping with mag! we didnt buy much but we had fun, didnt we? love ya my fellow shan! (:i have toothy pinned up on my wall now. i wanna see him and hug him again! man, i really wanna go

2007-06-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

hey.oh man i miss cambodia so much. i miss spending everyday having fun and not bothering bout work and all. i miss the ultra cute kids that run around the village. i miss the boys i gave my heart to (dimples, toothy and clingy!). i miss the endless road of sand. i miss the fields of grass as far as the eye can see.i do hope i will get a chance to go back in the future.had my 3g assessment last

2007-06-19T10:28:00.000+08:00

hey!i know this place is rotting, but i have no time to maintain it so it doesnt rot.anyway, the trip to cambodia was good! i terribly miss the place now, the simplicity of village life and the wonderful kids over there. will wanna go back if i have the chance to.oh right, photos are up! (:dance tonight, expect it to be hell with bryan screaming at us. heh. i'll survive!although i should have

2007-05-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey.i dont know why, but i just keep getting busier. i just keep getting more work to do. and im getting less done.havent been keeping pace with my work ):and im so darn freaking jealous of shouvik who's going to new york to study!!! ahhh i hope i'll see him in 2 years time. in new york of course, not here.stop thinking so far shan. you still need to survive a thousand weeks of school. which isnt

2007-05-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

hey.just looked through the photos of UK and US. sudden urge to take a plane and visit all those gorgeous places again! and as i mentioned in my previous post, I CANT WAIT TO LEAVE SINGAPORE!that's not good. because i cant leave at least until two years later. this is gonna kill me soon. im not even sure if i can go overseas!cheerleading's finally over. and i went up for all my stunts! (: so now

2007-04-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

hey.another overdue post. but oh well nwsp is over! and very soon cheer will be over too. cant wait. and before i know it, school will be over!i wish.i still have loads of stuff to complete.oh but my mom is coming back sooooon. in about a month (: yay yay yay. and im getting all excited for the cambodia trip! it's gonna be so fun (:ahh i dunno why but the more i study the more i cant wait to pack

2007-04-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

hey.reason for disowning this blog for the past few weeks: my hse is in an utter mess! and the whole family is fighting over one com. plus a hell lot has happened recently. shan't explain here anyway.my schedule is kinda hectic. have stuff going on everyday after school except friday. plus the amount of work is !@#&. never mind never mind, june will come soon enough. oh right, i will be going to

2007-03-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

hey.rawr rawr rawr the holidays are ending. which means school's starting soon. OH NO!anw, i went to hk over the weekend. short but extremely fun trip (: before that was WOW day, and my presentation went well! so relieved. phew.and i cant believe i just threw away 180 bucks to go for this super mei you yong workshop. boring like hell, terrible food and nth to learn. 180 bucks leh! that money will

2007-03-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

hey!i had fun during cny! (: i love my cousins lots! (: oh and i had a party over at my house complete with lion dance. best part: CHOC FOUNTAIN (: and thanks to all those who came, hope you had fun! (:my mom was back too! yay yay yay. but she went back last week. but before she left, we went to the line at shangri la! good food good food good food.attachment is over. how sad... ssc is real fun.

2007-02-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

hey!i'm here again! after so long of not surfing the web. cny is here! here here here which means food and cousins are here too! (:and good news: my house is nice and tidy! and pvc has officially ended! (:oh oh i finally ran for roadrun (after missing it for 2 years)! whoohoo 3.6 with cheryl and not stopping at all (: muahaha i'm so proud of us. and i'm so proud of GAMMA too! (: (: (:attachment